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“I’m sorry.” Eunhyuk whispered between their lips and Donghae asked himself if it was the alcohol speaking or not. “I’m sorry”. Their eyes were closed, small clouds of breath being born between their mouths because of the cold. “Fuck, I need you”.

Donghae’s head started to spin, his knees shaking and he suddenly felt the urge to cry. Why did he suddenly feel so weak?

It wasn’t love. Fuck, it wasn’t love. Hyukjae just needed him. Maybe he just wanted to get laid, maybe he just wanted to have someone that cared about him – it didn’t matter because all Hyukjae knew was that he simply just needed him. Donghae didn’t fake and Donghae knew him. He knew him better than Eunhyuk knew himself and despite that he still wanted to be with him. Donghae cared, Donghae loved and Donghae understood. (sm boarding school).